Well...how should I start.
My Dad is now 53 Years old. He smokes and drinks much alcohol. Even though I never thought of something, that might happen because of this. I always told myself there'd be time. Yesterday, April 1st, my Dad's been carried to the hospital with an apoplexy. Even for me (I'm a medic and also beeing in nurse-School for beeing a nurse in two years) it is really hard to comprehend, what happend. I just...can't belief this big, strong man who is my father now lays in the hospital where I work.....
He's alright, after all. His left hand is paralyzed. Also the left part of his face. And it is hard for him to speak. Every single word needs his full concentration :(
Anyway...he is not dead...and also there is a not so bad chance he will recover in the next months.

But I still am paralyzed myself...and....dunno. Just wanted to write something down. Thanks for reading, folks.

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