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I apologize, and have good news!
14 years ago
When I wrote my last journal titled "Poetry canceled", I was at a very mental low. I have been feel very depressed over how my life's been going, over the stress of my obstacles I have to face and the news of how my parents' have been fairing... and how I fit myself in all of the chaos. I made a really bad feeling make an even worse decision for me.
Instead of trying to reach out and get some support, I tried to rely on people to find me and help me. This is a problem I've had before... and its not good. I always feel that my problems are simply too mundane or stupid to ask assistance from the people I care about, I feel that I'm going to bother them instead of make them happy like I want to. But as I read the reaction to that journal, I realized that not only was I being selfish, but I was also being really unfair. I never really gave anybody a chance to make me feel better about how I felt in that case, and I almost gave up on something I do enjoy a lot....
So, its my pleasure to announce that in a few moments I'll be uploading poem 2 and 3 for this year's NaPoeWriMo. The only difference is that I will only be posting this on FA. I was going to start my collection on Inkbunny, but I don't feel like going through the submission process twice (especially on a site I'm barely affiliated with). As much as I enjoyed the way Inkbunny works, I feel it'd be simpler to just keep it on FurAffinity.
I shouldn't care how many comments I get on my work, I know not everybody has something to say about my work... I just felt so alone in the process this year. But now that I know I'm not, I can't let everybody down~
Thanks again everybody.
Instead of trying to reach out and get some support, I tried to rely on people to find me and help me. This is a problem I've had before... and its not good. I always feel that my problems are simply too mundane or stupid to ask assistance from the people I care about, I feel that I'm going to bother them instead of make them happy like I want to. But as I read the reaction to that journal, I realized that not only was I being selfish, but I was also being really unfair. I never really gave anybody a chance to make me feel better about how I felt in that case, and I almost gave up on something I do enjoy a lot....
So, its my pleasure to announce that in a few moments I'll be uploading poem 2 and 3 for this year's NaPoeWriMo. The only difference is that I will only be posting this on FA. I was going to start my collection on Inkbunny, but I don't feel like going through the submission process twice (especially on a site I'm barely affiliated with). As much as I enjoyed the way Inkbunny works, I feel it'd be simpler to just keep it on FurAffinity.
I shouldn't care how many comments I get on my work, I know not everybody has something to say about my work... I just felt so alone in the process this year. But now that I know I'm not, I can't let everybody down~
Thanks again everybody.
Relying on others to help you is not selfish. It shows you want someone to care about you. Not everyone has a way of handling the way others think. But think your selfish for wanting help.
and lack of comments on work? lol look at my work and journals bud. Not a lot of them get comments. I still work though. Its not wither or not you get more views, its wither or not you enjoy what you do. Trust me, it does matter if you enjoy your work, or you hate it with a passion.