As many of you know I've been trying to get help for my job hunting. Well I think we might have found some in an add/adhd place for people who need help transitioning into the work world. I'm going to be making my own portfolio over the course of the next week to show them the me now versus the me then.

I asked for this help because I did not know where to turn next so my mom, brother, and a close friend of our family are finally doing the right thing in helping me out with this instead of being a bunch of nitpicking jerks.

Maybe this will put reality into their heads that I'm busting my ass trying to make ends meet so I can break out of this jail and get into a world who is waiting to meet me. So my key is slowly turning the lock.

I'm very excited about it but I am also keeping my eyes half open because I don't know if it will work out or not. I'm hoping it will because this place sounds like a place that'll help me at least get on the right track.

look for updates soon on this which starts next Tuesday. Also, please be aware the 100 users special I'm working on may have to be put on hold for a little while because this thing I'm doing now is very important to me and I want to make this portfolio give them no doubt I am a true adult with talents and a sound mind.

I'll take it one step at a time but just be aware I have not forgot about the story I'm working on but priorities come first.

I'm sure many of you especially my Houston area connections would love to see Your King person as Your King would love to meet some of you, finally. that's down the road a piece but you can be assured Your King is working as hard as he can to make it a reality.

Now onto other news,

A week or so ago I was lifting some carpet off of our deck the wrong way (Carpet ain't easy to pick up as it is) and pinched a nerve in my lower back. It's really been bothering the hell outta of me and makes life a chore because everytime I move I feel it because its on a point on my lower back where I rest most of my weight to stand on.

If you can imagine how it feels it feels like your entire bottom part of your belly is dully sore but its not from sickness but more of the annoyance of the pinched nerve rubbing against it.

So tonight I'm taking a lavender spa bath to see if it'll help recover it. I know y'all are going to say I need to go see the doctor but I do not have the money nor health insurance at the moment to do a visit to check it. It sucks but that's the way it is until me and mom can get some insurance for me to pay for myself.

I don't feel it when I'm sitting down well I do feel it a little but it seems to really act up if I stand for a awhile or I sleep in bed wrong or if there is a change in weather like today where it went from 80s to low 70s.

If I had it back I wouldn't of lifted that damn carpet because I've lifted several things and never had this happen but I did it the wrong way in I didn't use my legs and instead used my back and well this is the result.

Hopefully a spa bath will help fix it because I've got some very important things coming up in the next couple of days sore back or not. I guess I'll just have to cowboy up and deal with it.

Oh well at least the good news far outweighs the bad.

So a quick summery:

Basically things are starting to come together for me every so gradually. I hope by this time next week I can tell you I have two certifications in International Business and Management in my hand to go along with what else I'm putting in my portfolio.

Yes, that's right, I'm going to go see my college adviser Friday to find out once and for all where i stand on that. I deserve those certifications after all the shit I had to endure and bust my ass for in college.

Wouldn't it be awesome to see Your King have two college certifications in his hand. If I have to walk to get them I will because I deserve them so I'll let you know what happens there.

Yeah I'm really excited as you can tell even if I'm in a little pain physically. I just hope I can cure this back thing soon because again it's making life for me a huge hindrance to where doing anything is a pain. Lower back tweaks are not good for a big guy like me because everything is below me so I have to bend down to get it, ugh!

Anyway,

Just keep me in your thoughts and hope I can repair this lower back of mine soon because a guy my age doesn't deserve to be in pain on a physical sense.

Tootles until next time!

SWSP