i'm sorry for being such a debbie downer but i just can't get a break, i just found out my dad was diagnosed with prostate cancer and for now am having to put my service dog on hold for more financial reasons, anyway i guess i'll be touch and go on here, i'm having a hard time with this since all i've worked for and planned for is seemingly going down the drain and i'm left with no knowledge of what to do, dad says for now there's nothing i can do but still, this perpetual waiting is really eating at me, anyway, that is all, this is my update.