A shitty year. A much deserved post.
14 years ago
Hey everyone. I'm not dead. But I did need to step away from FA. I'll be ready to come back next week.
A few things I'd like to comment on:
1. I will do your commissions. I'm not going to NOT do them. I'm not going to skimp out on you. That isn't the kind of person I am. I'm sorry if it has come off that way but this hasn't been my ideal year and things still aren't improving. I don't really know what else to tell you, other than yes I'm still going to do everything I said I would do.
2. I realize you're frustrated. And I totally deserve it.
3. I haven't been totally there for everyone. I realize that as well and after this needed break I now know that I need to manage my RL time and my FA time better.
4. I'm not perfect, so I'm sorry that I have made mistakes but promising things that just didn't work out.
5. I have a life outside of FA. And that was what I needed to focus on and get in order. I have now, I have a stable job, a roof over my head, and time NOW to spend on commissions or things that have been ordered. Like I said it's been a really shitty year for me. When I first moved out, I didn't realize how much work it takes to keep everything in order (which is when i first started taking commissions). I was young and immature.
6. I bet I sound like a broken record. But 4 realz this time. I'm not going to have everything finished in a day. This will take time, but if I work on it alittle bit everyday I know I can finish it.
you can stop stalking me on google. And if you looked at the post. you might have realized that i wasnt "looking for a husky puppy" I was actually giving the one I have up because I CANT TAKE CARE OF HER ANYMORE. I simply dont have the time.
To everyone who has be very polite and supportive, thank you. I really needed that and it has helped me more than you know.
A few things I'd like to comment on:
1. I will do your commissions. I'm not going to NOT do them. I'm not going to skimp out on you. That isn't the kind of person I am. I'm sorry if it has come off that way but this hasn't been my ideal year and things still aren't improving. I don't really know what else to tell you, other than yes I'm still going to do everything I said I would do.
2. I realize you're frustrated. And I totally deserve it.
3. I haven't been totally there for everyone. I realize that as well and after this needed break I now know that I need to manage my RL time and my FA time better.
4. I'm not perfect, so I'm sorry that I have made mistakes but promising things that just didn't work out.
5. I have a life outside of FA. And that was what I needed to focus on and get in order. I have now, I have a stable job, a roof over my head, and time NOW to spend on commissions or things that have been ordered. Like I said it's been a really shitty year for me. When I first moved out, I didn't realize how much work it takes to keep everything in order (which is when i first started taking commissions). I was young and immature.
6. I bet I sound like a broken record. But 4 realz this time. I'm not going to have everything finished in a day. This will take time, but if I work on it alittle bit everyday I know I can finish it.

To everyone who has be very polite and supportive, thank you. I really needed that and it has helped me more than you know.

GruntOfAction
~djkeemstar
You're human and life happens. If people can't understand that then tough shit for them.

zigzak
~zigzak
:( -hug-

chakatthriceborn
~chakatthriceborn
Life indeed, happens. I have been through plenty of it myself. It is good to see you post, and you have my full understanding, for all that it is worth, And of course my continued patience. Hope things take a turn for the better for you soon.

dekopuma
~dekopuma
Glad to hear that things seem to have been getting sorted out for you. Still looking forward to those pics when you get back to them. Meanwhile, good luck with everything.

MaxitheBraixen
~chubbywolfie
*hugs* Hope that you'll be able to sort everything out

gamiolis
~gamiolis
human after all you are

FenrirKar
~fenrirkar
I'd hardly call doing a quick Google search stalking, but whatever. Understand that you were not replying to any emails or notes, but still faving artwork. Perhaps its a fault on my part, but having paid money for something (especially the $100+ that
noone paid) and not hearing even an explanation makes it look like you're trying to pull a fast one on us. Sorry if this has upset you, but that's how it is. I'll be noting you for a partial refund shortly.
