mmmmm?

I think now that most masters are simply abusive, I dont see why I should suffer without even a chance used, its so boring
but excitement has high prices too it seems
quite honestly I dont expect anybody to go for that, I guess everybody is just as caught up in his own stuff as I am

you know the thing is just that I dont know how I could get people to do it for me, take me aside and show me the most basic ropes, I can only propose that I stick to plans so my master can make me do stuff; -I- wouldnt have any idea how that would look like then tho xD and I -know- Id have twenty questions before it...

sooo

you're looking for one? what do you need one for?

Im not sure whether its a good idea to go that in-depth xD
when to shut up would be a trait, but these days I have to speculate

I wanna become an able hero without destroying others or myself on the path of getting there.
I want a world of heroes and play a part in that,
evil is good without an alternative because the energy is there no matter what, but its so simple, its boring, its always alone, even offside the "everybody is born a snowflake"-attitude. alone is less efficient, and a hierarchy NEVER is cooperation
I guess its all about excitement for me and if I can do one thing its marveling

I want knowledge to relay (the better the stuff the later it comes)
how to know whos lost and who isnt, because thats always relative to time and means in range (Im always terrified to use that knowledge in the smallest things, and acquire it on complicated ways)
a good priority for studies (I have an idea :/)
wisdom, someone who helps me controlling my anger without even trying to make it go, and that of others as far as I see fit (I could have this done in a few months and mayyyyyyybe I even want to do that alone since I think its quite good what I do there)

and Im sure I cant even ask some of the important questions so far

I didnt wanna let it get that big but actually I like that one, after all I wanna have my evil controlled eh xD me lazy boy *copies*

it's kinda hard for me to tell what you're talkin about.

if you want you could always pm me about it. I'm pretty familiar with the concepts behind a relationship between a master and a pupil. As well as most other types of master/subordinate relationships. There's quite a few different types of course.

same here xD I have a few good examples I think, maybe that sums it up better
thanks, sounds like a good start for me, will do

what can I say the twenty questions thingy is certainly -my- thing ><