as i am writing this...mom is in the hospital in a critical condition...i probably have been at the hospital for hours now with my family, more than likely mom will not walk out of here....T_T i have cried many times tonight, not eaten much, and tried to calm down on many occasions...but nothing has brought me out of this depression for very long...i fear i may have to drop school for now to relieve some of this stress...but i don't want to, i'm so close to the end of this semester and i have passing grades...but...that might have to happen...because i just cannot even concentrate on work i'm so down...i'm so...alone...T_T

-Alexander the Lombax

P.S. not entirely true, dad and my brother are alive still and so are cousins and a few aunts and uncles