It really sucks when life kinda goes on without you. But then again Its not like I'm really popular or anything here. All the girls here are either taken, uninterested, or have some crazy wild preference that turns me off to them. So I'm basically staring at what I can't have while my guy/girl ratio seperates further still. Don't get me wrong I love guys too. Its just thats ALL I've been getting lately and I miss the touch of a woman. But apparently there's something wrong with me seeing as none are willing to give me the time of day.

I'm whining cuz I got nothing better to do. Due to the stupid ass ticket I got I'm gonna have to wait to comission the artists I've been gawking at for so long. I gotta save up a bit before splurging.

speaking of which I wonder if I'll be able to get my pre-order of mortal Kombat. I REALLY hope so. Btw Call of duty Black ops is fuckin awesome! And yes I'm lonely.