After some long, hard thought, I came to the conclusion about a week ago that my current relationship was not working for me, and I ended it there. It wasn't pretty, it wasn't fun. I felt like shit then, I still feel like shit now, and this week has been bluuuuuuuuuuugh... I feel... used. Even now, after the fact. Can I please have one sexual encounter that doesn't in some way scar me emotionally/physically/both?

Ive temporarily relocated down to Medford to stay with my best mate, and it's really been awesome to get away from all of this shit. However, other personal issues have come back from the past to haunt me once more, and its made things difficult. Really, I'm just rambling here because its nice to be able to just -say- something even though I know that very very few people will even bother giving this the light of day. If anyone out there is actually reading this, I thank you for your time.


Side note: If anyone knows any Furs in Oregon, I want to meeeeet them!! (you don't count, LionBear =P). T'would be nice to know that there are more furs in my state than just me and him.