Where do we go from here?
14 years ago
Today was the last time I'm going to see my dad for a very long time. I can't even remember what the last thing I said to him was.
so like, a few weeks ago he came back from America, after pretending to go on a business trip. Turns out he was having an affair. Several, actually. Some of them were as young as me.
It's just really weird to have someone you thought loved you all your life suddenly turn into a completely different asshole cocksucker. So I guess I'm not upset to see him leave. He's going to America again anyway, and I don't really want to think about what he's going to do there.
So if I seem a little more black-kitty-ish and less rainbow-ish as of late, that's why.
so like, a few weeks ago he came back from America, after pretending to go on a business trip. Turns out he was having an affair. Several, actually. Some of them were as young as me.
It's just really weird to have someone you thought loved you all your life suddenly turn into a completely different asshole cocksucker. So I guess I'm not upset to see him leave. He's going to America again anyway, and I don't really want to think about what he's going to do there.
So if I seem a little more black-kitty-ish and less rainbow-ish as of late, that's why.
You need some hugs and stuff
hugs appreciated though ^^
And you don't need to feel like you have to say anything, hugs are enough :3 *hugs back*
*Hugs* You'll be in our hearts.
It will get better with time. I've got your back :3