Well, if you were around a few months ago you would have seen that journal I posted about my Dad cheating on my mum and deciding he wanted to go seek his fortune in America. You'd think we'd be over it by now but he just keeps telling us he'll come back, but then finds more excuses to stay where he is. It's really weird cos I thought I'd gotten over it, but then he says he's coming home and I realise I do want to see him, but then he decides nope. And mum's kind of unstable and keeps flipping her shit at random things (although this is understandable).

I'm not sure who to talk to, and whenever I want to say something in real life it just doesn't seem to work (i don't tend to talk about my feelings a lot)
But I guess I just feel like I need to get it out somehow. Here seems like as good a place as any.

For the past few weeks while this has been happening I felt really horrible, like the person who brought me up just decided he didn't want me anymore. Then today, when he told us he'd been 'detained' again I got three texts from three different furs who I consider to be some of my good friends, and they were all ridiculous and funny and made me realise that you guys are the greatest, loveliest people in the universe and I have no reason to feel alone.

So I guess what I'm trying to say is I'm going through a rough patch at the moment but having friends and bitches and hoes (see: Cass and Coolieo) like the melbfurs has really helped and I love you guys.