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Jeeze it's been a while since I last updated...
14 years ago
I'm waiting for the day I feel a natural emotion.
Yeah. Remember when I used to update like every single damn day? Now it's been 3 months since my last journal.
I have been very busy with my film, very very busy. 9-5, monday through friday. One of the reasons I haven't been posting anything.
When it is done, I will not be putting it on here, due to software copyright issues, but I will be posting a link to it, and who knows, maybe if you're lucky some production stills or roughs.
Been feeling rather down lately. I went to Alberta for the Easter break, I really needed that time to relax. The stress of working on my film, combined with my brief delves into depression during the late winter early spring months has taken some out of me.
Who wants some news?
A month or so ago, my dog Jessie passed away, (seen here: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/2170098/). She was very old, and it was her time, it was for the best and I'm glad she is no longer in pain, but it still saddens me to think of her, she was the closest friend I had for many years. I miss her greatly.
For some reason, even though I'm surrounded by people, I feel lonely. I talk with my classmates, and am friends with 80%
of them, but I still feel alone. Sometimes I feel sick to my stomach. Sometimes I get the feeling like I'm just being ignored (though, this isn't true for everyone)
And finally some happy news, I got to see one of my favorite musicians this past week, Jason Webley, at a small little bar in Edmonton. He was amazing, just like the last time I saw him, and he was so nice. I got a sweaty hug.
I'm going to bed. I fly back to Vancouver tomorrow.
I have been very busy with my film, very very busy. 9-5, monday through friday. One of the reasons I haven't been posting anything.
When it is done, I will not be putting it on here, due to software copyright issues, but I will be posting a link to it, and who knows, maybe if you're lucky some production stills or roughs.
Been feeling rather down lately. I went to Alberta for the Easter break, I really needed that time to relax. The stress of working on my film, combined with my brief delves into depression during the late winter early spring months has taken some out of me.
Who wants some news?
A month or so ago, my dog Jessie passed away, (seen here: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/2170098/). She was very old, and it was her time, it was for the best and I'm glad she is no longer in pain, but it still saddens me to think of her, she was the closest friend I had for many years. I miss her greatly.
For some reason, even though I'm surrounded by people, I feel lonely. I talk with my classmates, and am friends with 80%
of them, but I still feel alone. Sometimes I feel sick to my stomach. Sometimes I get the feeling like I'm just being ignored (though, this isn't true for everyone)
And finally some happy news, I got to see one of my favorite musicians this past week, Jason Webley, at a small little bar in Edmonton. He was amazing, just like the last time I saw him, and he was so nice. I got a sweaty hug.
I'm going to bed. I fly back to Vancouver tomorrow.
but wow... mon-fri 9-5 schedule working on a film? That's cool, sounds like you're filling up your time with what you really want to do :3 Hope you can recharge your batteries and come back ready to work on it again. Will it premier locally or will it be online?
Sorry about Jessie... *hugs* but yeah, it did sound like her time. People should live shorter lives than dogs... an' I know what you mean about feeling alone in a room full of people. Such is the fate of an unusual or an artist, or there could be something missing in your life. Best thing sometimes is to stay busy, and it sounds like you're doing that.
Hope to see the film soon! :3