Choice....

The problem is choice...

Often...when I have nothing to do....I wonder how different my world would be if one decision was changed.

But you know what I hate?

When the wrong choice is made....

Do you know how it feels?

Do you know how it feels, to have a negative impact on the life of someone you love?

Do you know how it feels, to make a choice that will do you more harm than good?

Do you know how it feels, to know that a good week for you is a bad week for someone else?

Do you know how it feels, when everything you want is right in front of you, BEGGING you to take it, and you don't have the balls to do it, and it gets away?

Do you know how it feels, when someone you love is taken from you, and you're powerless to stop it?

Do you know how it feels, when you are taken away from your home, your friends, and sent to a place that is strange to you, and you have NO CHOICE?

Do you know how it feels?

Can you guess?

By the kenal, it's the worst feeling in the universe...

...am I wrong?


Don't worry. Just had a rough day. I won't go into details here, unless you ask me. I'll be fine tomorrow though, so don't worry...

Helios