Alright, I have been explaining this to a couple of people. So I figured I might as well just explain it through a journal to explain an issue I have. You see, I, while am twenty years old, do not have a license, nor have I ever had one. I did have a learner's permit though. You see, whenever I get behind the wheel of a vehicle, I tense up like crazy, my knuckles turning white from gripping it so hard as if I am going to pull it right out. And I am basically a nervous wreck behind the wheel. I have no fear of my own driving skills. However, what I fear is the driving skills of all those around me. I could be the safest driver in the universe and still get into a wreck because of some stupid moron slamming into me and everything. Now what is strange is that I can be in the vehicle with a psycho driver, such as my mom, and have no nervousness, unless she has taken a couple of pills. Then I feel a little nervous, but nowhere near the amount I feel behind the wheel. I also walk everywhere. So I could walk down the side of the road with crazy psychos driving and speeding right past me, and not feel nervous at all. This is just so odd. I need some hypnotism therapy or something to get over this.