After falling in love with someone other than my wife, I never really put much thought into why I was in love with her, but more about why I fell in love with anyone.

Thinking about it now... Well, we have a ton of stuff in common, she's really fun to be around, she has a wonderful personality, she's damn cute and sexy, her presence helps me let go of inhibitions and lets me be who I am on the inside...

When we're together, it feels like nothing else matters. All of my worries fade away. I feel a sense of happiness and peacefulness that I haven't even gotten from my mate before. Dare I say it feels like I belong...

When we've been apart, even if it's just a few days, I start to genuinely miss her. I sigh and wait to get to see her beautiful face, hear her soothing voice, feel her warm and cuddly hug...

If we were single, would I date her? In a heartbeat.

It was a month ago today that we met, and thinking about her still brings out the butterflies. Instead of my feelings calming down and fading, they're getting stronger, and I don't know what to do.

When thinking of her, those three words have come to mind... I know she can't reciprocate, but I got to the point where I just had to say it. My finger sat hovering over the enter key for a bit, unsure of whether or not I should say it.

But it's true... I love you.

"You're married."

I know, I know... It's not that I'm unhappy with her, or aren't satisfied, or bored, or anything like that. I was never expecting to fall in love again. I am happy with her. But there was just something about you that struck me the night I met you...

... Gah.


Even though I know that I'll never be able to have you romantically, I really hope I can always keep you as a dear friend. You have a piece of my heart... Please take good care of it. *snuggles*