It occured to me that I have like two months of school left. On one hand-- yay, I will finally leave this city and won't come back here too quickly, and if I do-- it won't be for scholarly purposes. On the other hand, though-- two months is an awfully short time and I have an exam session and BA thesis- realted thingies to attend to, and even though I'm being pretty systematic with everything it seems like there's always something to work on and there's supposedly no end to the list of assignments that need to be done by the end of May. Thus, I feel terribly sorry for myself nearly all the time, because no else will do that for me, and no one really should, because it's disgusting. Poor baby me, so overwhelmed by...well, everything, waaah, so frustrated and sad all over inside and stuff.

Anyway, despite all those tragedies (I have to DO stuff, omg), I'm feeling rather productive. It doesn't really translate into quantity, as in "things that qualify for uploading", but I feel like I got out of some kind of a slump that's been there for months, and it feels really good. I hope this feeling lasts till the end of my final exams and thesis defence, I really do. Maybe I will regain the drive to commit to some personal projects again...because as much as I love working on the commissions, I kinda feel the need to do something bigger for myself on the side too, once I have the time for it again.



idk, I just wanted a new journal entry ok

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 Sandling- full colour commission in progress
 alphasempaiwolviesyxx- full colour, two characters-- waiting for the info