i might as well say this although its not really affecting my drawings...not really...

for the past week or so i have not got into hentai, i've loved it since i was 12 but for some reason its like...lost its spark, i don't know but writing fiction (if i haven't mentioned i write fics) has been lost, i haven't written/finished any stories for months, even looking at hentai for inspiration doesn't work, am i bored of hentai? i don't know, i guess i can take a week or so off but everytime i try to get a break it never works out U.U i wanna garden for a week, since im in the uk it'll be lucky if i get to do it without it raining every other day.

motivation and inspiration is connected and unless i get either from somewhere im lost, i want to write more, like for instance im in the middle of writing a renamon fic, well more like i started it and i haven't touched it in months, i tried starting new stories and they don't work either, being bored of porn is no fun, force fapping is just sad T.T