Insecurity?
14 years ago
From the other side...
Within the past few months, after re-evaluating a lot of things in my life, I'm really beginning to see how much my perspective on my music is generally fucked up.
I always chopped my insecurity down to "all artists feel like this sometimes."
Now I'm beginning to realize that my constant badgering for attention and critique on my music is detrimental to my ultimate goal (not to mention annoying.) The time I spend mastering (and OVER mastering) my work has become a neurotic habit, and its frustrating to a harsh degree. I've come to a point where letting things "FLOW" is almost impossible because I'm too rigid from thinking I'll fuck things up.
Fear has set in with my work (quite strongly) because I so harshly want people to enjoy what I create.
While this can be an admirable attribute, without proper moderation it can get out of hand.
I've cultivated my skill as well as I can thus far. the rest is just going to have to flow in with time.
The sooner I come to realize this, the better off I will be. ^^
So, I think you'll all agree: I need to relax with my music, not bombard it with the negative "MUST BE BETTAR!!!!!"
I always chopped my insecurity down to "all artists feel like this sometimes."
Now I'm beginning to realize that my constant badgering for attention and critique on my music is detrimental to my ultimate goal (not to mention annoying.) The time I spend mastering (and OVER mastering) my work has become a neurotic habit, and its frustrating to a harsh degree. I've come to a point where letting things "FLOW" is almost impossible because I'm too rigid from thinking I'll fuck things up.
Fear has set in with my work (quite strongly) because I so harshly want people to enjoy what I create.
While this can be an admirable attribute, without proper moderation it can get out of hand.
I've cultivated my skill as well as I can thus far. the rest is just going to have to flow in with time.
The sooner I come to realize this, the better off I will be. ^^
So, I think you'll all agree: I need to relax with my music, not bombard it with the negative "MUST BE BETTAR!!!!!"
FA+

Someone who gets what I'm saying! xD
*Glomps!*
Thanks Vix! ^^
But ya taking a break is good once in a while so I say go for it
Oh, RELAXING!!
No no no, Not a break, just making music with a more relaxed perspective on my part, loosening up a bit, not being such a nazi. x3
I need to PRACTICE good habits. x3
*Elbows you.* >.< *whispers* you're making it worse. x3
I do like it you jackwagon. x3
I never said I DIDN'T. x3
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Ya know,
Just my bit of advise, don't have to take it, and for the record I do think your music is good. Of course you already know that
Do a few tracks and don't allow yourself to remaster them and see how it works out
I bet it will be awesome
Keep it up!
-=Jemini=-