why all the love ?? arff

but you're way to cute and awesome so i don't mind if you hate me :) arff

Urgh x3 not you. Not everyone. More me. I'm just emoing out, don't get why. I just hurt too easy lately and it's starting to piss me off x3 Think I'm just a selfish, scared little prick. Remembering why I was a hermit in the first place.
Everything falls to shit at once, then I start pushing away the people I reeeeally like and treat them like crap, then get depressed about it.
I piss me off. I know HOW to resolve it, but I'm so stubborn and I'm afraid I'll look crazy-bipolar when I apologize. So I just pretend I'm in the right and arrrgh.
Why am I so retarded?

well i wouldn't say you're retarded, i would say that's you being human .. arff since we're all like that at some point *hugs*
and things should make more sense soon ... *hugs and licks*

also you're way to nice to be worrying about stuff like that arf

Grrg. I thought I went pass this phase in High School. x3 And I'm not that nice, I'm not that anything great really. I just really wanna punch something so much right now, and I'm not even a violent person, at the same time I wanna cry. MY LIFE ISN'T THAT BAD AT ALL. I know all this... and yet...

ooo kitty :) you can't go "pass that phase" cause it comes and goes.. all the time :) arff ... we're all weird like that. and be sure if you punch something, that you don't break anything important :P cause later on it would kinda suck.. i know... and if you wanna talk and just be silly. i'd be more than happy to listen :)

Well I don't really like to vent x3 I know I'm doing it now but yeah. I get annoyed and angry when people vent to me coz I've no idea what to do, x3 I just wish I'd stop ruining a good thing by being me. I just hate being pushed aside. I wanna do something nuts. Sooooo many thoughts 83

well venting is bed, when you do it out on an impulse, and it's usually very wrong. But you could try something constructive, or something new.
and ruin a good thing by being you ... arff i doubt you'd ruin anything by being yourself ... (or maybe i misunderstood that sentence arff)

*hugs* hehe .. i wish we could talk irl, cause i have a feeling it would be fun, and probably better than this :) arff

Life would be easier x3

Awwww but Reo, Misanthropy was sooooooo 2007.

Anyways that comment aside, if you need someone to talk to I am here, and I'll be more than happy to listen.

When I used to get angry I'd just burn things, but now I am supposed to be in therapy for that. So without that most of my coping mechanisms have been reduced to giving people the middle finger and spitefully urinating on private property.

Yeah. Thanks hun x3 I don't really wanna attack anyone haha. Although in a way, I guess I have been. Just wish I could sort my pea-brain out so I could stop trying to hurt people gr.

I know some people don't like the rant and vent. But venting is important too. That said, I've learnt it does depend on who to, some people are silly sensitive even if it isn't towards them. But hey not everyone sucks like that. Some of us know the importance of needing to release frustration through venting and ranting whether it be via a good friend with a understanding and listening ear, or us on the internet. If you do need to rant or vent, feel free to contact me, I'm one of those people who are great for that. :D (I have msn if you need it too so feel free to note me) If you feel like hitting something, pillows can be helpful for that, and even for screaming into. Also try and find something that helps you to calm down, I find music and solitary confinement tends to help me, and or contacting a friend via net or phone letting them know where I'm at emotionally. That tends to really help, but that's for me. Find what helps you to find peace of mind and focus on that. I even go to the extent of letting people I need alone time or simply before saying something or doing something I regret, leave the area and go and calm myself down via mentioned methods. Music can do wonders for me, and art work. Some take up boxing or exercise, going for walk can help too. :) But yeah seriously if you need to rant to someone, feel free to contact me. (heck even if it's a massive email, I will read it, no matter the size)

Dawww you're very sweet. And thank you so much. I think I may in the future. For now I do feel fine, part of my problem was probably just made exaggerated in my own head. I over-react at times x3. I think I'm fine for now and HOPEFULLY I won't let myself feel like this for a while. That said- I am human, I can't control how I feel x3 BUT hopefully I can just deal with it in a healthy manner, yes.

Girl you need a chill pill <3

Ilu <3

*hugs instead*