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14 years ago
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~Commission TOS*Commission Prices and Que*Commission Email: Sanocommissions@yahoo.com~ So i got a phone call from my mother today...
My grandfather is in the hospital, and its not looking good for him...My family isn't sure what's wrong yet, but it seems serious...
my grandparents raised me for half my life... And i love them dearly...
I'm so worried...I've already called my father and he's going to be working on getting me a way up there so i can visit.. I dunno if my grandpa will get better or if i may never see him again...
I'm so glad i can fake emotions... It makes it easier to hide things that i don't want others to see.. to be able to smile even when you are dying inside...
*cries* I just hope he'll be okay...
What makes this even worse is i feel like i jinxed it or something, as i was thinking of using my grandfather as an escuse to leave, and now he really is sick... I'm such a horrible person...
I dunno what to do right now...
My grandfather is in the hospital, and its not looking good for him...My family isn't sure what's wrong yet, but it seems serious...
my grandparents raised me for half my life... And i love them dearly...
I'm so worried...I've already called my father and he's going to be working on getting me a way up there so i can visit.. I dunno if my grandpa will get better or if i may never see him again...
I'm so glad i can fake emotions... It makes it easier to hide things that i don't want others to see.. to be able to smile even when you are dying inside...
*cries* I just hope he'll be okay...
What makes this even worse is i feel like i jinxed it or something, as i was thinking of using my grandfather as an escuse to leave, and now he really is sick... I'm such a horrible person...
I dunno what to do right now...
well ffff~.... *holds his tongue*
I'm sorry Krys, I wish him well, and hope for the best. *gives you a hug*
And don't hide how you feel, it only makes things worse... As a good friend, I don't want you to hide how you feel, even if it gets me slapped seven times, don't hide it... With what little experience I have, it doesn't help.
If you need a shoulder to cry on, use mine, if you need to yell at someone, yell at me, if you need someone to talk to, call me... I'm here to help, however I can, and whenever I can...
And I mean it, don't fake emotions around me, please.
what i meant by that was referring to my job, mostly, and the fact that i need to be able to smile for customers, as well as attempting to function without breaking down into more tears...
I don't really fake emotions, it's more of I "turn them off" persay... its kinda hard to describe...
My emotions tend to just, fade, when I'm working, but I understand what you mean.
Still, It's awesome seeing that people are being so supportive aside from myself when she needs it, instead of just mindlessly hating on her.