=Venting begins here=

Docters are stupid.
they are taking my dad off of his morphin tablets, but they only told him this when he went in today, when he only has 1 tablet left, and he cant get any more.
apparently, because he only takes 1 tablet of 30mg mophin aday, instead of the recommended 2 he doesnt need them at all.
the ONLY REASON he was taking 1 a day was because the stupid dr told him to do that in the first place, and to take 2 only when the pain is unbareable.
which is what my dad used to do..

so now, the only way he can get back on it, is to go up to perth (its like a 2hr drive away) and visit pain management clinics, and get more references from dr's saying he needs it... he did this all bout 3 yrs ago, and even back then the surgern guy said that he will be in agonising pain for the rest of his life, because of his legs and back)

so yeah.. fucking hate them at the moment..

in other news.. im single now (officially, unofficially for a month).. it happened yesterday.
then like last night, my ex had a episode with his heart (he's had problems before) and ended up in hospital.. and im really hoping that having his balls punched once or twice didnt bring it along (he forgot to bring my stuff, even if he did think it to be unimportant and trivial)

so i found out i still have emotions for him when he told me he was in hospital again.. damn attachments, im not ment to feel that way about him any more, or cry when i find out he is in hospital..

=end venting=

sorry guys.. also its like icy cold here.. which sucks when your single.. no snuggles to get warm