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Can't stop thinking about VGM22...
14 years ago
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Like the title says.
I'm getting into such a funk over vgm22 that it's not even funny. I know he wouldn't want me to get upset because of him, but still. It's even gotten so bad that I based a fanfic OC on him and pulled an Atonement in said fanfic.
Let's just say that his least troubling habit is that he belittles himself, calling himself 'stupid' and 'talentless', which is ulster beeeee-esssss, because BION, I have a belief that everybody has a talent, and he does have two: gaming and humbling people. As in; I definitely couldn't have survived one minute of what VGM's been through for 26 years (CVT, non-existent immune system, Aspie's, family crap and poverty).
I sent him a Christmas gift package last year, and in the letter that came with it, I explained to him that Helen Keller was blind, deaf and dumb, and nothing held her back, and told him that he could get far in life too.
Sometimes I wish I could donate my heart to him, as it pains me to hear him crying out about his heart with mood swings (seriously!), but that's not even possible due to these reasons three:
1. I'm scared to die,
2. I don't even know his name, and
3. We might not even be a match.
It's vicious; those who desperately want to help him are too far away (like me) and can do nothing but tell him to hang in there, and those who have the resources/knowledge/whateverthefuck to help him always want something in return (arseholes).
I really hate Lachesis for doing this to the poor guy, and I was disappointed that Kratos hadn't gone and done a Ribcage Trap on that vampire in GoW II.
I'm very sorry if this became TLDR and sounded babyish and annoying, but I just felt like venting. Maybe I'm just thinking too damn much.
I'm getting into such a funk over vgm22 that it's not even funny. I know he wouldn't want me to get upset because of him, but still. It's even gotten so bad that I based a fanfic OC on him and pulled an Atonement in said fanfic.
Let's just say that his least troubling habit is that he belittles himself, calling himself 'stupid' and 'talentless', which is ulster beeeee-esssss, because BION, I have a belief that everybody has a talent, and he does have two: gaming and humbling people. As in; I definitely couldn't have survived one minute of what VGM's been through for 26 years (CVT, non-existent immune system, Aspie's, family crap and poverty).
I sent him a Christmas gift package last year, and in the letter that came with it, I explained to him that Helen Keller was blind, deaf and dumb, and nothing held her back, and told him that he could get far in life too.
Sometimes I wish I could donate my heart to him, as it pains me to hear him crying out about his heart with mood swings (seriously!), but that's not even possible due to these reasons three:
1. I'm scared to die,
2. I don't even know his name, and
3. We might not even be a match.
It's vicious; those who desperately want to help him are too far away (like me) and can do nothing but tell him to hang in there, and those who have the resources/knowledge/whateverthefuck to help him always want something in return (arseholes).
I really hate Lachesis for doing this to the poor guy, and I was disappointed that Kratos hadn't gone and done a Ribcage Trap on that vampire in GoW II.
I'm very sorry if this became TLDR and sounded babyish and annoying, but I just felt like venting. Maybe I'm just thinking too damn much.
VGM22
∞vgm22
Thanks for the journal and thinking about me a lot. Shows you really care for me. Though yeah... I think I told you the reason on why I wouldn't want a heart transplant. If not... Note me and I'll tell you why.
