so there's drama in my house, the two old ladies don't like each other.

Here's my household, my mom, my mom's boyfriend, me, my sibling, and both my mom and her boyfriends mothers.


We JUST moved into a new house, and it looks like things are going sower.

the one old lady doesnt like how my grandma cooks and wants to make something special on the side for her son, cause her son likes to eat with a shit load of stuff on it, she complains about everything, and nags the hell out of my grandmother, so my grandmothers leaving till September but she doesnt want to return because the other old hag is in the house.

So now I had to deal with this, and how did I do it, I took my grandmother aside and I learned how to cook by her standards, why because its good, other people who eat it love it, and thats fine by me, she's simple, she doesn't add a whole garden into the food.

So I learn how to cook for myself, thank you very much.

As far as my moms bf and her, they aren't really talking to each other, and what we pay for rent is unaffordable right now. so it looks like for better or not, im gonna get those "We're moving... AGAIN"

SOOOOOOO im trying to move in with a college friend who's also in a similar predicament but not exactly.

Alls i need is a god damn job. Which Ive been applying to since before school ended. but with no luck.

You name it, Mcdonalds, burger king, wendy's, taco bell, restaurants from normal ones like applebee's, chevy's, outback, to Chilli's to 5 star fine dining restaurants, server jobs, busser jobs, security jobs, sales jobs, desk jobs from medical to businesses, barista jobs, car driving jobs, hotel jobs, pet care jobs, store jobs like target, or Khols, zoo jobs, and my latest working for public transportation under NJ transit jobs. Not even my own university hired me. BUT DAMN ME IF I QUIT NOW! D8<

Im at a school where they wont teach me all I need for animation, fine, I'll find someone who can! And if I cant then I'll learn myself!

If I haven't live with some picky ass woman who cares more for her own self and son, then fine, I'll learn how to cook and feed myself!

If I cant depend on this fucking household, then fine, I'll move on my own!

this is kinda stressful. But i'll find my way around it, at least all my professors love my illustrative work, and I've been to competitive schools in nyc and see what their seniors are up to, not much apparently from what I've seen. Just need to push myself harder.

I've been described as having ink talents as a pro, and I'm mastering water color, but well when you spend days on end in an image I damn best get somewhere close.

I want to try acrylics, I want to try a load of different stuff, but i need money for that. I am also practicing digital painting, not as easy as it looks but with the right tools I'll get there. ONward!