well life has been good for the most part joined a Gym. working out getting healthy going to go see my mate in s short 2 and a half weeks (cant wait) and i just cant shake this feeling of utter helplessness that is clinging to me this day. (when the weather is nice and its 230 in the morning and its still over 50 degrees). im not a normally sad or depressed person i dont think i like to think that im a general happy guy most of the time. but enough of my problems i bring you on the fly poems.. stuff i am writing wright at this moment with no preamble.. i hope you enjoy


the owner of a broken heart
Love's heart beats on wild rushes of clover fields.
untainted by malices cold shoulder, unburnt by pains grasping claws.
in the depths of times rhymes.
Love's heart beats with hunger for someones lives..

belonging to oneself, needed by others
no place for such thing for it has no home
forever to roam on clover plains,
Love's heart dies alone



words in anger
words said in anger are the most hurtful, not because there the most true
words said in anger are the most painful, not because they are the last said
words said in anger are those thing because there said without control to do just those things.. to hurt
to cause pain in he souls and heart. to kill the fight with pure stunning and shuddering pain

and one from my olden days revamped because i cant remember the exact wording


no one lives here (2011 reform)

no one lives here but hate and deceit
no one lives here but pain and anger
no one lives here but lies and mistrust
no one lives here but memories of days long past
no one lives here but you and me.