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14 years ago
I'm no longer satisfied. I want more.
That's been my thought all day as I rolled around in my head. I want to look more feminine. I want to get mistaken for a girl in public. I won't be satisfied until I do. I want to be able to go into public as a women. I'm sick of feeling that I am not pretty enough. I am considering getting a wig until I can get hair transplants done. Learn to do makeup. I am going to look female.
Growing up anytime I dressed as a girl my mother always said how I made an ugly girl. Well I am not going to live by her insults any more. She has a daughter and she's treated her like crap and never accepted her. I'm going to be pretty wether she likes it or not.
I've been working on my voice alot and it's really easy for me so far because my family all has singing voices (only my sister uses hers) While practicing my voice I realized I have a pretty singing voice (in my opinion) I was amazed at it (I could be delusional) and I may take up singing again as I used to sing in front of crowds all the time, every week at church also.
I'm going to be pretty if it kills me and I am not going to stop until I am. Vanity be damned this is what I want and there is nothing in this life that will stop me.
Anyway big speeches aside if anyone has any tips let me know! Going out in public dressed as a girl if I can look to my standards will be SCARY and I want as much advice as possible.
That's been my thought all day as I rolled around in my head. I want to look more feminine. I want to get mistaken for a girl in public. I won't be satisfied until I do. I want to be able to go into public as a women. I'm sick of feeling that I am not pretty enough. I am considering getting a wig until I can get hair transplants done. Learn to do makeup. I am going to look female.
Growing up anytime I dressed as a girl my mother always said how I made an ugly girl. Well I am not going to live by her insults any more. She has a daughter and she's treated her like crap and never accepted her. I'm going to be pretty wether she likes it or not.
I've been working on my voice alot and it's really easy for me so far because my family all has singing voices (only my sister uses hers) While practicing my voice I realized I have a pretty singing voice (in my opinion) I was amazed at it (I could be delusional) and I may take up singing again as I used to sing in front of crowds all the time, every week at church also.
I'm going to be pretty if it kills me and I am not going to stop until I am. Vanity be damned this is what I want and there is nothing in this life that will stop me.
Anyway big speeches aside if anyone has any tips let me know! Going out in public dressed as a girl if I can look to my standards will be SCARY and I want as much advice as possible.
I wish I had some advice there, but I know squat about makeup.
Aren't you looking at this a little skewed?
Isn't the main idea about being transgendered that you are born the wrong biological gender?
And I think, based solely on the picture of you wearing your new boots (awesome BTW!!), that the main thing that is not hormone-related is the hair... looking great!
I was gonna add the line:
So you wouldn't be being "mistaken" for a girl but recognized as one
but yeah. i got called dude alot. and i got mad at that. xD when i was already mad, and someone called me an ass hole or something.. it just made me go off the edge. CALL ME A BITCH, YOU ASSHOLE. ASSHOLE IS A WORD FOR GUYS. I'M A FUCKING BITCH. °stomps off°
^^;; yeah. i'm still kinda like that. xD
If you are a good person, it don't matter to me. I will call you what ever you want. Even if it doesn't fit at this current time. (but will one day!)
*huggles*
first, wear a small bra. A size. you'll look like you have some chest and people might mistake you for a dyke. i felt good with tat... because at least its a girl. you know? just a manlyish girl.. but at least i kinda looked like a girl.
get unisex to female clothing. dont go all in.. if you go totally female, you'll look like a crossdresser. no one will mistake you.. it'll just be akward. unless you KNOW you can pull that off.
get your eyebrows done.. and hair done to at least look a bit more female.
skinny jeans.
girly shoes.
the HUGE HUGE HUGE thing. eye liner. simple black eyeliner goes a LOOOOONG way. use it. foundation takes care of shaving shadow thing until you get more into HRT... and blush. blush makes your cheekbones stand out. just a little bit. and not red.. more of a soft pink would do. you want it to look as natrual as possible.
go to the good will. you'll find awesome stuff there.
^^;; i hope this helps... lol. i had a hard time my first few months.
Anyways, makeup is always a challenge, but I have faith in you, Sis!