So I've been here down in good ole Six Shooter Junction, as my mom likes to call it. Harlingen, TX for a few days now. And fuck, I forgot how strange this place is. Sure I've got family down here, so at least I have a few cousins I can hang out with. But man, the deep-seated religious outlook is kind of creepy. They talk normal, they act normal like any regular person in their mid-20s. But they have no leeway in thinking, it's either right or wrong. I haven't really tested it yet but I'm pretty sure any jokes about Christianity won't be well-received. Just one of those feelings.

Everything is just.. bland. And hot, lets not forget hot. I go from nice Washington weather in the 60's to 95-105 degrees down here.

I'm used to being alone but not lonely. I had old friends in Washington, was trying to make new ones. My brother is there. I enjoyed living there. I'm lonely.