i had horrible dreams last night full of what i wished would happen (my mate texting me and calling me and eventually back in my arms) and what i feared... (being hunted down, no friends to turn to, few places to hide, and a goal i knew i could never reach... lives i could never save...)

some parts of the dream seemed really out there. others seemed all to real.. all to fimiliar

i still get a lil choked up when thinking of all the dreams i had and how it merged into in all, a big nightmare

i'm going to stay inside today.. keep distracted with online comics and tv
i hope i don't do something i'll regret

its only the begining of day 2 of 10... please come back to me my love..




...please come back safe