so.. orientation week's over.. a week of no personal internets teaches me a lot. and i've made loads of new friends. and roommates, and I FUCKINGLY DIDN'T DROWN.

so.. what's the looking but not looking thing?.. well.. i hate it when someone stares at me, and when I look at back em, they kinda look somewhere else.. all the time.. what do I look funny or something? damn he reminds me of someone i used to know so well.

while I'm at it.. yeah we're living much closer. but we're moving apart so quickly. it is sad. it is my fault. but he pulled the plug and lines are drawn, using a very bright blood red ink, that means, it's not my fault anymore. no effign problems :3


I have so much to tell. the orientation week is so fun and happy, i even fill my diary with comic pages and yeah i'm inking them and will upload it soon.. hope i won't lose watches because I uploaded pieces that come from my heart. if you wanted porn, go watch ThatGuy. he only draws porn because that's his life. porn porn porn. but yeah. people watches me because i Uploaded one flash porn, and unwatches few hours later cause i draw what I feel which is not porn related. that's how my life usually is. and it makes me sad

( whoa.. orientation week also taught me to always expresses myself even though it may hurt some people)

I always knew that he still peek at my pages, scroll over my status updates, and maybe make fun of my postings here and there. I kinda miss that too.. talking about things.. and stuffs.. whatnot. and yeah.. i think my wish has been granted. i've been left alone. so guys, be careful of what you wish for, cause sometime it gonna break you. and sometimes it is better to just let it go.

Back to the main effing business. well.. Bachelor in Games and Animation design. that's what I registered for. sounds exiting isn't it? 83 MSU is my university, and I live HERE, just across the bridge.. it's like.. holy hell if i skipped my class, i can see my classmates learning stuffs from across the river.. X3 it's fun.. it's exiting.. and i'm full with dreams and well.. that means more fun and professional games coming to ya~ :3 hope i will feel this way throughout mah degree year.

well.. that's like about 1/4 of what i've planned to say. yeah i wanna say loads of things.. but i doubt people will read it ( trust me, i received hatePMS about my journals too). and.. till next week. I love you guys so much, and always remember, don't give up hope because at some crucial time, that is the only thing that holds us together. :3. and for those furs who lives in Milawukee, and Hildeshiem ( dunno if i spelld it right), be prepared cause on my industry visit years, imma go there and hugs yah so very hard until something explodes *winkswinks*