After many months of fighting, and basically coming extremely close to ending our relationship.. We finally made it past those negative emotions. I feel good again, and that in turn makes him feel good. I've missed feeling this good and I am so thankful that these feelings are coming back to me. I've been told that every relationship has its ups and downs and after this I truly believe that. However we over came those negative emotions and have now returned to peace. What else?

Oh yeah yesterday was our five year anniversary. That's a huge thing to me, since most people our age don't even make it to a year let alone five of them. Not to mention the entire day was perfect.. I couldn't have asked for a better time out with him.

I've also decided to start playing WOW when I get my laptop. It'll give me something to do besides troll on sites and be bored out of my mind.

That's about it really.

I love Kusai forever and ever <3 <3