Ever have one of those days that first thing you wake up and just now that it's going to be a bad day? I went to bed feeling sad and woke up sad, wasn't really sure why and it was just really odd. I get up and the first thing my parents tell me today is my grandmother has breast cancer... I know since they found it early its not that bad but still. She has to do chemo and that's NOT easy on a persons body. She is in her late 60s and Im just so worried about how all of this is going to affect it. She is the main person that take care of my grandpa who is in this late 70s and his health is failing really bad lately. And then for more good news on top of good news, we found out our rent is being raised. So I have to find a second job to help with bill since my lazy ass waste of space and human air bother refuses to do shit! ....I don't know today just sucks. I've been having to keep myself from crying all day. I just wish I never got out of bed. The only good thing was that Aky came over and got me out of the house for a bit. Ugh don't know what I would do without her around.