My Confession?
14 years ago
Super Ixy Boy I don't know.. I had a hard conversation with Rabid (
rabidraccoon ) today.
I've been worried about how we really felt about each other and how I felt about him.
I'm happy though, he put my worries mostly to rest.
I did bring up one of my biggest worries to him, and I'm only glad to hear he accepted me for who I am.
I am, for lack of a better word, a polygamist. I truely believe in polyamory and that one can truely be happy and love more than one person. In the two years we've been together this has been a large worry of mine, that I may meet someone, fall in love and that he would see me as discarding him, the furthest from the truth it can get.
I've talked about this with him tonight, and unless he wasn't being honestly (I highly doubt that), he has accepted that I can show him just as much love as I do now, even if there as another in my heart.
So this is my confession, I am a polygamist.
I love you John (Rabid to you all), no matter what or who else may be in my life.
rabidraccoon ) today. I've been worried about how we really felt about each other and how I felt about him.
I'm happy though, he put my worries mostly to rest.
I did bring up one of my biggest worries to him, and I'm only glad to hear he accepted me for who I am.
I am, for lack of a better word, a polygamist. I truely believe in polyamory and that one can truely be happy and love more than one person. In the two years we've been together this has been a large worry of mine, that I may meet someone, fall in love and that he would see me as discarding him, the furthest from the truth it can get.
I've talked about this with him tonight, and unless he wasn't being honestly (I highly doubt that), he has accepted that I can show him just as much love as I do now, even if there as another in my heart.
So this is my confession, I am a polygamist.
I love you John (Rabid to you all), no matter what or who else may be in my life.
FA+

And you have no idea how much that means to me.
It can be very hard to find someone who understands polygamy/polyfidelity/polyamory.
FFfff... body like that, I would NEVER stop touching myself! D:
It's true i thought several times that i might not be able to stick with only one person. Not an easy feeling when you know how the world mostly works. =/
Cheers!