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Another update filled with hate
14 years ago
A lot to update on, but I really don't feel like typing up craploads so list format it is then.
1) Deactivated my facebook because I've not used it in a long ass time. Just lost interest and got tired of it altogether.
2) Skype contacts have been cleared out. I just can't keep up with everybody anymore. Due to my current life schedual I can only go on skype from 10pm or later. Most of the contacts cleared out prefer to send me messages through FA and DA anyways.
3) I'm often too stressed to talk anyways. I just don't want to snap at anybody or burden them with my life crap. I eagerly await for the day when everything is sorted so i can have a normal fucking life.
4) I've become more active artwise and because of that I've improved quite a bit anatomy-wise and small developments to alter my style begins soon. However, at the time of me posting this, my drive was shot dead by somebody who is overdue me punching in the face... even if she is an elderly woman.
5) Said person is my Grandmother. Long story short, today we were supposed to go out but things soon changed when out of fucking nowhere she throws the "useless person" speech at me. She has a go at me for being jobless and according to her, being jobless makes me a family destroying monster. Maybe if i was a drunk with a violent nature, then yeah, that would make sense. But having no job because for normal and somewhat understandable reasons? Oh no! better call the police because somehow, that'll destroy my entire family... even though most of them live in Canada... or have their own lives... or don't live in the same house as me so it doesn't affect them. Her logic make so much sense, no? But yeah there is more to it than that but the thing I'm getting at here is that I hate the woman. What little friendship we had is gone. I want nothing to do with her. That's all I can say right now.
Ok, that last thing broke my freaking journal format. Time to wrap up. Hope you all are doing ok and sorry that you have to wait a little longer for more updates. My mood is shot. I need to sort out a problem I shouldn't even have.
1) Deactivated my facebook because I've not used it in a long ass time. Just lost interest and got tired of it altogether.
2) Skype contacts have been cleared out. I just can't keep up with everybody anymore. Due to my current life schedual I can only go on skype from 10pm or later. Most of the contacts cleared out prefer to send me messages through FA and DA anyways.
3) I'm often too stressed to talk anyways. I just don't want to snap at anybody or burden them with my life crap. I eagerly await for the day when everything is sorted so i can have a normal fucking life.
4) I've become more active artwise and because of that I've improved quite a bit anatomy-wise and small developments to alter my style begins soon. However, at the time of me posting this, my drive was shot dead by somebody who is overdue me punching in the face... even if she is an elderly woman.
5) Said person is my Grandmother. Long story short, today we were supposed to go out but things soon changed when out of fucking nowhere she throws the "useless person" speech at me. She has a go at me for being jobless and according to her, being jobless makes me a family destroying monster. Maybe if i was a drunk with a violent nature, then yeah, that would make sense. But having no job because for normal and somewhat understandable reasons? Oh no! better call the police because somehow, that'll destroy my entire family... even though most of them live in Canada... or have their own lives... or don't live in the same house as me so it doesn't affect them. Her logic make so much sense, no? But yeah there is more to it than that but the thing I'm getting at here is that I hate the woman. What little friendship we had is gone. I want nothing to do with her. That's all I can say right now.
Ok, that last thing broke my freaking journal format. Time to wrap up. Hope you all are doing ok and sorry that you have to wait a little longer for more updates. My mood is shot. I need to sort out a problem I shouldn't even have.
DraekoSilver
!draekosilver
take no notice of her, if anyone is a "useless person" its her! spending all her time moaning about other people
bfl
~bfl
Your grandmother needs to learn that a lot of people are unemployed these days, and through no fault of their own.
