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honestly?
14 years ago
i think i might just cry. as if i don't have enough shit to deal with already (most of which i'll probably never talk about because i can't get my fucking thoughts in order for any length of time), i have to deal with this fucking asshole
(not me, obviously. i'm talking about the guy in the cowboy hat sitting on a horse who gives ignorant answers).
http://www.lostzombies.com/forum/to.....ource=activity
which one i'm talking about should be obvious. i really don't know who the fuck he is, but he's been hounding me and trolling me for the four or five years i've been a member of the site. he doesn't even read the fucking thread before he responds to it, which pisses me off even more than anything else because he acts like he's always fucking right, like he's so fucking smart. he's a fucking idiot, first of all.
and again i can't fucking continue what i was saying because all the fucking noise in the background (worst of which is people clearing their throats over and over again for no reason and fucking dishwashers) and the stress is making me
fucking forget it. i can't even finish my sentences. in a week i need to go on a fucking trip that i don't want to take, and what's worse is i need to go to a church-related meeting to go on that trip. i hate church. i hate religion. i hate priests of any kind. so that would seem like a good excuse not to go, but apparently i'm required to go on the trip. and it's the summer season. and i'm being controlled and manipulated by everybody. and i can't even spend my time doing what i want to do, because there's always somebody who needs me to do something and i apparently can't do it well enough even though they never do shit themselves to begin with. i still can't get on secondlife, which is doing a lot more damage to me than anyone would believe since that was the only place i could ever really be myself in any capacity. i had a game that somebody spent about thirty dollars for, without my asking, to give to me, and it stopped working after a single day. i feel like shit now, because that person wasted their money. they never needed to get me anything, but they don't ever seem to care that i ask them not to even though i know it's always going to fuck me over in the end since i can't enjoy anything anyone gives me and i'll feel like a fucking asshole for not using what they got me and now i'm going on and on and ranting again.
sorry to everyone watching me for being a stupid ranting bitch all the time, especially since you probably have enough problems of your own, but i just can't hold shit in anymore...so, yeah. feel free to stop watching me if you want, because these are about to arrive by the truckload. not like i really know who's deluded themself into caring enough to watch me anyway.
also, i feel like commiting suicide/slaughtering a schoolbus full of children now that i've seen this website's latest monstrosity of a web banner. what the FUCK is a dragoneer, anyway?
(not me, obviously. i'm talking about the guy in the cowboy hat sitting on a horse who gives ignorant answers).
http://www.lostzombies.com/forum/to.....ource=activity
which one i'm talking about should be obvious. i really don't know who the fuck he is, but he's been hounding me and trolling me for the four or five years i've been a member of the site. he doesn't even read the fucking thread before he responds to it, which pisses me off even more than anything else because he acts like he's always fucking right, like he's so fucking smart. he's a fucking idiot, first of all.
and again i can't fucking continue what i was saying because all the fucking noise in the background (worst of which is people clearing their throats over and over again for no reason and fucking dishwashers) and the stress is making me
fucking forget it. i can't even finish my sentences. in a week i need to go on a fucking trip that i don't want to take, and what's worse is i need to go to a church-related meeting to go on that trip. i hate church. i hate religion. i hate priests of any kind. so that would seem like a good excuse not to go, but apparently i'm required to go on the trip. and it's the summer season. and i'm being controlled and manipulated by everybody. and i can't even spend my time doing what i want to do, because there's always somebody who needs me to do something and i apparently can't do it well enough even though they never do shit themselves to begin with. i still can't get on secondlife, which is doing a lot more damage to me than anyone would believe since that was the only place i could ever really be myself in any capacity. i had a game that somebody spent about thirty dollars for, without my asking, to give to me, and it stopped working after a single day. i feel like shit now, because that person wasted their money. they never needed to get me anything, but they don't ever seem to care that i ask them not to even though i know it's always going to fuck me over in the end since i can't enjoy anything anyone gives me and i'll feel like a fucking asshole for not using what they got me and now i'm going on and on and ranting again.
sorry to everyone watching me for being a stupid ranting bitch all the time, especially since you probably have enough problems of your own, but i just can't hold shit in anymore...so, yeah. feel free to stop watching me if you want, because these are about to arrive by the truckload. not like i really know who's deluded themself into caring enough to watch me anyway.
also, i feel like commiting suicide/slaughtering a schoolbus full of children now that i've seen this website's latest monstrosity of a web banner. what the FUCK is a dragoneer, anyway?
If you need help, I'll help the best I can. I'll dang sure try anyway.