oh god.. I'm so panicking >_< tomorrow at 6:30am my surgery will begin... thinking about it makes my heart race... The anesthetic will be spinal T__T ugh.. I have this phobia for syringes, hospitals and craps... that's why this is harder for me even thou I know everything will be fine... yessssssssssss... it will be fine... Breath... Breath... I just wanna cry... T__T

Oh BTW I have not internet at home for the moment... won't be posting for a few days :( sowy...