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Nobody is Perfect
14 years ago
First things first, school is finally coming to a close and my last day will be next wednesday. I'm still working on commissions and now since school will be over I will be on top of this and other things full time.
Now for the real part of this journal: This is not directed at anyone, I'm just going through a time where I look back on my high school days (which were the worst days of my life) and just the bad times in general. I'm not perfect. Nobody is. This means I will make tons of mistakes in my life and may unintentionally, or unwittingly, do something wrong and may hurt someone. All I can do is apologize, and if that's not enough then I guess we aren't compatible with each other and the best thing to do would be to go our separate ways. Because I will keep making mistakes and continue to not mean to do it. Its who I am. I'm clumsy, I'm annoying I'm absent minded, I'm lazy, I'm picky and the list goes on with my faults and what I need to improve on. I may improve in the future, but I will show little shades of my incompetence. Why am I saying all this? Because all my life I've been a little sad sap who gets all sad when I did something wrong and didn't even know what I did WAS wrong, or if I'm not the most awesome person in the world and forget even little things. I'm tired of making mistake, after mistake, after mistake, saying the wrong thing and doing the wrong thing, or irking someone, or just plain being annoying old me. I'm tired of feeling sorry for myself and I'm tired of getting my feelings hurt cause I may have did something wrong. I'm done with feeling sad for reasons like that.
I can change little by little. I try my best. I try my hardest to be "Mr. Awesome" but if that's not enough, then that's all I can do. I gave it my all. I'm done with being sad about it. Its just slowing me down.
-GM
Slots:
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Meister_Li Trixi Story
Fee: (Paid)
Progress: 100% DONE!
2.)
phantom509 Jacob & Leafia
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Progress: 100% DONE!
3.)
xipher Macro Xipher + Kara over the Dam
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Progress: 50%/ /Progress: 10%
4.)
Ducky Kiki's Macro Maintenance
Fee: (Paid)
Progress: 50%
Now for the real part of this journal: This is not directed at anyone, I'm just going through a time where I look back on my high school days (which were the worst days of my life) and just the bad times in general. I'm not perfect. Nobody is. This means I will make tons of mistakes in my life and may unintentionally, or unwittingly, do something wrong and may hurt someone. All I can do is apologize, and if that's not enough then I guess we aren't compatible with each other and the best thing to do would be to go our separate ways. Because I will keep making mistakes and continue to not mean to do it. Its who I am. I'm clumsy, I'm annoying I'm absent minded, I'm lazy, I'm picky and the list goes on with my faults and what I need to improve on. I may improve in the future, but I will show little shades of my incompetence. Why am I saying all this? Because all my life I've been a little sad sap who gets all sad when I did something wrong and didn't even know what I did WAS wrong, or if I'm not the most awesome person in the world and forget even little things. I'm tired of making mistake, after mistake, after mistake, saying the wrong thing and doing the wrong thing, or irking someone, or just plain being annoying old me. I'm tired of feeling sorry for myself and I'm tired of getting my feelings hurt cause I may have did something wrong. I'm done with feeling sad for reasons like that.
I can change little by little. I try my best. I try my hardest to be "Mr. Awesome" but if that's not enough, then that's all I can do. I gave it my all. I'm done with being sad about it. Its just slowing me down.
-GM
Slots:
1.)
Meister_Li Trixi Story Fee: (Paid)
Progress: 100% DONE!
2.)
phantom509 Jacob & LeafiaFee: (Paid)
Progress: 100% DONE!
3.)
xipher Macro Xipher + Kara over the DamFee: (Paid)
Progress: 50%/ /Progress: 10%
4.)
Ducky Kiki's Macro MaintenanceFee: (Paid)
Progress: 50%
Feeling bad when you hurt other people is a good kind of sensitivity. Even when it's in an abundance. What's worse is being a heartless bastard that only looks out for numero uno. At least you're consciously aware of your actions ^^