its been a while since i did another journal, it seemed that only a few people cared that my dad died, oh well i guess your not true friends then. Things have gotten rough i ran out of anti depressants, had a fight with my brother then he said something (My family hates me) that made me go under and slice my arm up. even without my anti depressants im really dizzy. I also ran out of insulin so i was in pain for a day i got 1 vial and ordered 3 more on amazon.

Alot of things have happened from the last journal and now. Things that really disturbed me, Had a dream about dad then later i see a funeral driving by.
i got money from Carl so i could be happy instead of depressed every day, i got bullet storm (great game) next games im planning on getting if mom dont take money from me, Dead Island and RAGE.


And if anyone has aol please add me Ratchet034 i dont have many friends on aim