Today has been up and down and up and down... currently on a massive upswing compared to the last journals though...

It started out okay... got to sleep around 4am... was feeling meh, running on not enough sleep... managed to work some things out before work... and i feel extremely relieved that things are going the way they are.

Get to work, i was groggy, forgot coffee on next to my computer (now sipping on a fresh cup) and start dealing with customers. Things slow down, so i use lappy to check e-mail. I'll be working tomorrow at a bar where an ex is at... an ex who cheated on me... and someone who, until a moment of clearity, was someone i wanted to avoid like the plague. As i discovered i was in fact going to have to deal with her, the background music tuned to Pepper: Ashes
This song is old... but it's meaning rang crystal clear... it triggered something in me... i dunno... maybe it was the kick i needed, maybe i'm insane... who knows.... however, tomorrow, i will go back, and end things on a proper and more full circle note.

I then get informed one of my good friends is also showing up, and furthermore has been gracious enough to let me stay there after work (fyi, if you're looking for me tomorrow, send a text and expect a long delay)

between that and the boss buying lunch, well... i'm in a very good mood... things are going pretty great. Then i get a creepy customer drop a pickup line on me... "Oh wow! your eyes are really pretty! I'd love to wake up staring to those in the morning"

I... had to go pretend to look for things in the back/safe until the blush went away... it was creepy but flattering...

Just got home, dinner is cooking, i'm sipping coffee... and TMI tuesday has offically begun!