Ok so far things have been rather difficult, well, more so than usual. My boyfriend came down for a week to visit and basically calmed me back down to factory reset~ oh what a fresh breath of air he was, made my soul sigh in relief. Other than that i've been studying for my GED and looking for a job, gods has that been frustrating, I have a tripped planned for my b-day (technically our) Birthday. Sym's mom and sis are pitching in for a ticket to london or wherever over there for his b-day and but i don't know exactly if they are doing a round trip ticket so i would need the money for that, the passport, and for spending. living for days on end.

Anyway, doing good so far just getting by day to day but recently thinking more and more on writing a story, thing is i am scared to actually write something and put it up for criticism, though i ask for it i kinda have low ish self esteem thanks to my...non-existent education ugh! but yeah...