Start back up on it, classes are always good and posting here ^.^ furry or not I would love to see your work and I am sure there are others and for something that you want to work for that requires a skill, accountability. Posting here will help with that set goals and work for them. I had someone once tell me to pick something, anything that I wanted to do. Something realistic or crazy it doesn't matter and start making goals or milestones for it working towards it, somewhere along that way you will find what you want. Life has a way of doing that, somewhere along your path something will jump out you just have to keep moving on forward. I hope that what you are meant to do is shown quickly. You're a great Dracat and you deserve all the best that life has to offer.