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Please, just leave me alone already!! *cries*
14 years ago
A DAY IN THE LIFE OF NIBBLER: I've tried to ignore it and pretend it doesn't bother me, but today was the last straw.
FUCKING LEAVE ME ALONE
!!! JUST FUCK OFF ALL READY. ; A ;
Some of you may recall the fight me and her were having when I decided to end our friendship. It was something I hope to never have to relive.
I blocked all of her FA accounts after receiving a shout from her that stated: "You can't get rid of me. I will always be here, lingering, waiting for you to fall." as that comment made me feel threatened.
And since then, she's been picking on me at school.
It seems that if can't ruin my life online, she'll do it in reality.
She makes fun of me every possible chance, and if there isn't one, she makes one.
She abuses me emotionally and verbally and every time it pushes my self confidence lower and lower into the negatives until I just want to lock myself in the girls' bathroom and cry.
There are moments where we'll pretend to like each other to avoid trouble, but she won't. Let. Go.
She's even got
to join in the torment.
I understand that I hurt her when I ended our friend ship, but was she not satisfied with the misery she caused me during our fight? Was that week or so of pain and hate not enough for her?
APPARENTLY IT WASN'T!
Today was the last day of school; we graduated from junior high.
It was supposed to be a happy day. And I was going to make the best of it when I didn't get the award for Best Art Student, despite having done the cover to the yearbook, painted the mural, and helped teach some of my Art Teacher's classes. Yeah. I put it behind me and told myself that it didn't matter.
So later I called my dad on his cell (I got the answering machine) to tell him I was hanging out with friend and would be late getting home.
But was there and while I was leaving the message she kept shouting
"Hey, Nibbler! Pass the weed already!"
"Emily, pass the cocaine!"
"Stop hogging!"
And the likes.
I wanted to burst into tears right then and there!
On the message I told my dad just to ignore her and then hung up.
My dad just got home and I asked him about it, he said he couldn't make out what she said. But if he did and believed her, I would honestly become suicidal. I'm not even kidding.
I'm on the verge of tears. I'm not going to cry 'cause my dad is around and he'd just yell at me for it, but I wish she'd just leave me alone already!
I don't know how much more of this I can take. And now she has an entire summer to make me miserable...
Fuck.
I just don't know what to do any more!
My dad's going out in a bit, I think I'll have a long cry when he leaves; that might help me feel a bit better......
FUCKING LEAVE ME ALONE
!!! JUST FUCK OFF ALL READY. ; A ;Some of you may recall the fight me and her were having when I decided to end our friendship. It was something I hope to never have to relive.
I blocked all of her FA accounts after receiving a shout from her that stated: "You can't get rid of me. I will always be here, lingering, waiting for you to fall." as that comment made me feel threatened.
And since then, she's been picking on me at school.
It seems that if
can't ruin my life online, she'll do it in reality.She makes fun of me every possible chance, and if there isn't one, she makes one.
She abuses me emotionally and verbally and every time it pushes my self confidence lower and lower into the negatives until I just want to lock myself in the girls' bathroom and cry.
There are moments where we'll pretend to like each other to avoid trouble, but she won't. Let. Go.
She's even got
to join in the torment.I understand that I hurt her when I ended our friend ship, but was she not satisfied with the misery she caused me during our fight? Was that week or so of pain and hate not enough for her?
APPARENTLY IT WASN'T!
Today was the last day of school; we graduated from junior high.
It was supposed to be a happy day. And I was going to make the best of it when I didn't get the award for Best Art Student, despite having done the cover to the yearbook, painted the mural, and helped teach some of my Art Teacher's classes. Yeah. I put it behind me and told myself that it didn't matter.
So later I called my dad on his cell (I got the answering machine) to tell him I was hanging out with friend and would be late getting home.
But
was there and while I was leaving the message she kept shouting"Hey, Nibbler! Pass the weed already!"
"Emily, pass the cocaine!"
"Stop hogging!"
And the likes.
I wanted to burst into tears right then and there!
On the message I told my dad just to ignore her and then hung up.
My dad just got home and I asked him about it, he said he couldn't make out what she said. But if he did and believed her, I would honestly become suicidal. I'm not even kidding.
I'm on the verge of tears. I'm not going to cry 'cause my dad is around and he'd just yell at me for it, but I wish she'd just leave me alone already!
I don't know how much more of this I can take. And now she has an entire summer to make me miserable...
Fuck.
I just don't know what to do any more!
My dad's going out in a bit, I think I'll have a long cry when he leaves; that might help me feel a bit better......
Ignorance is the best thing to do when someone is trying to torment you.
They actually get really pissed off not getting a reaction out of you.
Just stop talking about her, saying things back to her in rl, etc.
Just stop, she'll get pissed off more by not getting reaction out of you.
0. And I've been bullied my entire school life.
Just ignore every fucking thing she says
yeah, ive been bullied too all my life too.
like all my life, even out of school.
its not fun, but i find that if you dont say anything
they get really irritated
And fuck, man, that sucks! D:
Dont let this person get you down, do something about it, talk to a teacher, priest, police office or even your own parents.
Teachers aren't an option any more since school ended, I'm not religious in any way, and I just told my father, and all he said was "Oh, she's just being a bitch. Just ignore her." I know I probably sound like I'm coming up with excuses, but every one either can't control her or they're too scared to try. She's a wild train on a course to self-destruction, and she's taking every one out with her.
She treats her own mother the same way she treats me (her dad is somewhere up north, ignoring her existence) and she talks back to every one of authority; parents, teachers, councilors, senior students, police officers, every one. Every one is too scared to try and tell her what to do, because she'll just ruin their lives. Last time she was in a meeting to deal with issues between two of our other friends, she got kicked out because no one could get her to behave and she was trying to make the situation worse...
Fact of the matter is, she scares every one to the point of shitting bricks, and will knock your teeth out if you confront her...
I'm not going against anyone, I'm not talking crap...I'm just giving advice...
And it involves Missmillerz....When this all started I had said "i knew there was something up with her yaddayadda"
So, soon after, Millerz noted me and told me to fuck off, ectect, then commenting on, how you are a selfish bitch and shit...I have the note still in my notes too.
:/
It doesn't involve Milly, either. She just jumped into the middle of it after hearing both our stories; she didn't actually know what was going on, she was just defending who she thought was being the most honest or was the real victim.
I tried later, sending a note to her apologising and asked what she thought, she still hasn't messaged back after two weeks...
erg...
:/
its rude to tell someone off and just ignore it forever, atleast agnoloage them and tell them they dont want anything to do wiht the person so they can accept that, hell, start over!
:I
people suck.
Every day since preschool when I was 4, people have verbally bullied me; even my grade 1 teacher. And I know it should all just be white noise in the background to me by now, but every year it gets harder and harder to ignore.
but Rainbow is just such a bitch to me! I put up with it as her friend for 4 years, and now I still have to put up with it when we aren't friends? It's not fair.
It's hard at first. But it get's easier.