Journal... In a Nutshell...
Been a while, huh? How about a nice, juicy meme for you then?

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So  glamator suggested that I should do this and it has been eight months since I last did a journal over here, so why not? Though, I doubt many of you will read this.

Rules
-Pick ten people to write messages to. Negative or Positive.
-Do not say who they are meant for
-Tag five people

1) You know... When I started here on FA a few years back and I found your page, I dunno. I think I kind of had a little crush on you after a while. You have some awesome art and you're pretty funny. You don't know how surprised I was to find out that you had watched me. That was awesome. It has been a while since I've really talked to you, so I won't be surprised if you never read this and think it's you.
Granted, I do hope you figure out this is for you. Still glad you check out my stuff once in a while though.

2) You make me angry. We have never even talked and you still make me mad. I do have a reason for this anger, but it's definitely an unjust one. Maybe if we did talk, I would have a more proper justification, but I don't see that happening any time soon. You do deserve a chance, but I don't see that happening right now. You're probably never going to see this and even if you did, you would never know this was for you because you don't even know that what you're doing is getting me angry and you're still going to do it anyways.
I would hope that you get hit by a bus, but it's not your fault, I suppose. If you knew the reason why, you'd probably understand.

3) Why is it that you're always better than me? You're a better artist, you've got a better personality and people want to talk to you more, and you're an all around better person than me. I kind of thought we were on the same playing field, but I was never in your league to begin with. I mean, you make me want to try to beat you, but sometimes it just feels like it's pointless for me to try. I also forgot to mention that you're better at gaming than me.
I'm not saying you should stop being better, it's just that your betterness is making me feel crummy.

4) You're a pretty cool guy. I wish I could be in your circle of friends, but I doubt that's ever going to happen. We've talked a few times, but after a while, you know, it stopped. I still love your art, though. And I'm glad you still look at my stuff as well. Too bad mine isn't as good as yours. When I look back at your art, you've gotten better and I'm jealous! Haha
Anyways, I hope you're doin' well and maybe hit me up once in a while.

5) Dude, I know we've always talked about doing something like this, but we should definitely do it! I would love to meet you in person. You know, maybe at a convention or something, huh? Remember? Ahaha Like I told you too bad I wouldn't be able to make it to them for a while. Still, I do enjoy chattin' with you on the internets. And who knows? Maybe we will see each other in person in the future. We can play some of those video games you like~
You should talk to me when you come back though. I would love to hear all about it.

6) ... I want to say something to you, but it has been a while and maybe you forgot about it. I'm sorry about it though. I'm afraid that if I bring it up, you'll probably say it's okay. I mean, that's not a bad thing, but I still feel bad about it. I would love to make it up to you, but you probably don't even remember me and if you do, you probably remember me as the one who sort of failed/flaked on you.
If you ever do read this and figure out it's you, you should note me. Again, doubt it though.

7) You have an FA, but it's sort of a secret one, huh? Heheh Oh well, here's one for you. You're an awesome artist. I love your style and the way you can draw your comics. I'm a little suspicious about a few things, like a secret fetish or two that you may have, but I don't really care enough to badger you about them (not to mean that in an insensitive way, it's just to each their own, right?). I don't mind though cause you're still an awesome guy. It's a shame that you gotta be out doing that thing.
When you come back, we should draw together again like we did before~

8) I wish I could be more help to you. You know, be there for you and all of that stuff, but it's hard. Sometimes I wonder if I am the best choice for you. I'll always be there for you, but I guess it's just that there's probably someone else you'd rather go to first. I dunno, my assumptions never seem to be right, so I guess I probably shut up. I'd say a little more, but I don't want to give it too away.
Just know that... You know what I mean~

9) It's alright. I know you're always busy with others that there's really not that much time for me. You would probably want to chat and hang out with your other buddies anyways. I'd like to say something here, but, nah, you'd probably figure out who you are. Cheer up, though! You do seem to need a lift in the spirits, so I hope maybe... Yeah, Maybe not.
Anyways, give me a message once in a while if you'd like.

10) Where'd you go, guy? I miss you. It's been so long since you've posted anything. I hope you- Oh wait. It says you posted something a month ago or something. Aw, we should talk when you're not busy. Though, you probably forgot about me. I do hope you haven't. You're a cool guy, even if you don't think so. I still remember you asking me for a picture of something, but I said no. The answer is still no, though. Hahaha
Hit me up next time you're online!

11) I love you for reading this. Except you #2. Go away. FAR AWAY.

And again, these may be too vague for you to know, which is good for me.
And it also seems like the people who these are about have a high chance of never seeing this. So the purpose is sort of defeated, but oh well~
Also, I'm not tagging anyone.