Hole In my heart....Part 4
14 years ago
Well,its going on the 6th day since my beloved mate Grey left for the Navy.It still hurts and I miss him every day.I think about it a lot during the day.But I have calmed down a little.Im not crying my head off at the drop of a hat.Last night I seen the last of my city's fireworks.It made me a little emo cause Grey was with me when I seen the last year.But that moment past.Cause the way Im feeling is ...That Gery would be pissed if he knew I was carrying on like a whinny baby.I mean I miss him terribly still.But what is it going to solve If Im not strong and crying all the time.A few days ago I have started putting my thought down.Basically its a journal of what I have been doing and how Im getting along while Grey has been gone.I must say,it has helped me in a great way.Its almost like Im still talking to him.Once I get a letter from him with the address.I will print up all I have typed thus far and mail it all to him.Its the no contact and not knowing if hes ok thats killing me.I guess all this shows just how much I love him and miss him.I cant wait till hes back for a leave.Cause for the first day,I will not let him out of my arms.I want to thank all of you for your kind and loving words.If anyone want to send Grey a little note to show support.Just Note me and I'll be sure to print it up and send it to him with my letters. Thanks again everyone *BIG SHEPPY HUGS*
Scytherwarlock
~scytherwarlock
I know he is doing fine, he is a tough nail if not a bit to hard headed, but that is how we love our Grey. If you could give me the info to send him a note let me know i would love to send him one, Dont worry things will look up for the both of you
Rycher
~rycher
OP
YOu know...I must thank you from the bottom of my heart.Your kind words have been a shinning light in this dark chapter of my life...............Ohh god that sounded cheezy LOL
Rycher
~rycher
OP
Ohh and Yeah..He is a hard headed Son of a bitch LOL
PichuPal
~pichupal
Like I suggested in one of the previous ones, I wouldn't worry too much about it, I'm sure he's alright. I may not know him, but the military will protect him I'm sure. My cousin's been in the Army for the past 3 years and he didn't have any problems himself. Just try not to focus on it, wait for him to contact you when he has time, and live like normal, as if it was before he came maybe. It's hard for me to give advice on because none of my mates have lived in the same area as me, though, but hope it helps anyway. It is good it's not as bad as before, anyway.
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