So my years has gone to hell. Find out my dads got cancer.Its treatable and curable.With chemo and other treatments. And cause of his treatment.We had to cancel our yearly trip to Talladega.A trip we both soo badly look forward to every year. My dads devastated that he on doctor's orders can't go. It fucked up.I have this feeling of sadness cause we cant go. Kinda like I'm missing the chance to see a good friend,or a beloved family member. Talladega Superspeedway has became a big part of my life.I feel home when Im there.And when I leave I feel like part of my heart is left at the camp site. I'm really scared for my dads health and really heartbroken that I wont be seeing my favorite 2.66 mile oval of asphalt this October. Thats going to be a very sad and depressing weekend for me. But I do hope my dad can get over this so we can go next year.