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On love (Probably tl;dr, LOL)
18 years ago
General
Guaranteed to put you to sleep faster than Ben Stein reading the periodical table of elements!
Some people have said that they want a love that is larger than life.
But I want a love that is life itself, that outside of that all encompassing, total and absolute love, there is nothing, because without that love, there would be no life.
I want my name to be their first breath in the morning, and their final whisper at night. I want a love that reaches farther than the ends of the universe, but starts in the closest spaces of our hearts.
I want to find a love that is both the completion of selves that were only two halves to a whole, and the beginning to a whole new chapter of existence, because life cannot begin until you are whole.
I want a love that stirs the depths of my passion, that screams through me. I want a love that's my vitality, my soul, my very being. I want a love that does not become my identity, but rather, it was always there, waiting dormant for the light of its dawn to bloom within me.
I want a love that is everything to me. That every sight, every breath, every caress of the wind is a memory of them yet to come.
I want a love that does not have to be free of pain, but a love that makes the pain that is always there seem like something to be overcome and conquered together. That the pain will no longer be a torment, but a gentle reminder that with that love, we chased away the shadows, eradicated the fear.
I want a love that's the peace of heart knowing that while bad things will still happen, in this life, nothing else matters when you have the other half of your soul there to see you through to the end.
I want fierce, savage, reckless passion, but utter, gentle, cradling soft tenderness. I want it all.
I wish I had a love that was complete. I wish I had never loved any other but the one I was meant to be with. But while I wish my past did not exist in the way things chose to chart themselves, without that past, I would not be who I am. And without that, who I am meant for, perhaps would be something altogether different?
Most of all, I wish I had a clear answer of what I'm supposed to do with my life. I wish God would shine a spotlight down from the heavens on the path I'm supposed to take.
No.
Scratch that.
For once, I wish, instead of fighting to gain ground on the paths I traverse, I wish instead I could stand still, and let my destiny come to me.
Sigh.
But I want a love that is life itself, that outside of that all encompassing, total and absolute love, there is nothing, because without that love, there would be no life.
I want my name to be their first breath in the morning, and their final whisper at night. I want a love that reaches farther than the ends of the universe, but starts in the closest spaces of our hearts.
I want to find a love that is both the completion of selves that were only two halves to a whole, and the beginning to a whole new chapter of existence, because life cannot begin until you are whole.
I want a love that stirs the depths of my passion, that screams through me. I want a love that's my vitality, my soul, my very being. I want a love that does not become my identity, but rather, it was always there, waiting dormant for the light of its dawn to bloom within me.
I want a love that is everything to me. That every sight, every breath, every caress of the wind is a memory of them yet to come.
I want a love that does not have to be free of pain, but a love that makes the pain that is always there seem like something to be overcome and conquered together. That the pain will no longer be a torment, but a gentle reminder that with that love, we chased away the shadows, eradicated the fear.
I want a love that's the peace of heart knowing that while bad things will still happen, in this life, nothing else matters when you have the other half of your soul there to see you through to the end.
I want fierce, savage, reckless passion, but utter, gentle, cradling soft tenderness. I want it all.
I wish I had a love that was complete. I wish I had never loved any other but the one I was meant to be with. But while I wish my past did not exist in the way things chose to chart themselves, without that past, I would not be who I am. And without that, who I am meant for, perhaps would be something altogether different?
Most of all, I wish I had a clear answer of what I'm supposed to do with my life. I wish God would shine a spotlight down from the heavens on the path I'm supposed to take.
No.
Scratch that.
For once, I wish, instead of fighting to gain ground on the paths I traverse, I wish instead I could stand still, and let my destiny come to me.
Sigh.
Sorry for being negative x3.
I'll get the car FIXED, already!
ROAD TRIP!!!!
I wanted all of that too hun...married 3 times - engaged maybe 7 - steady a whole lot more... always stumbling about... never sure of what I was supposed to do... and then I wake up here with 2 wonderful children and a life I love... and writing; which took me a life time of true struggle to find.
Be patient - you are being molded.
V.
Although I feel that deep, sweetly agonizing desire for his love to be passionate again, I am still with him.
I simply must wait, and continue to love him as I have in the past, lest I lose him forever to the past that seems to be consuming him.
I know that one day, he will look at me and realize that he is sacrificing his future for his past, and as long as I am loyal he will have the strength to climb out of that black abyss, and he will smile again.
Meanwhile, be sure to know that you have friends who support you all the way n_n
With my goals clearly laid out, I know what I'm looking for and can better see it when it comes along!
'Tis so true.
In every way,
To be with you.
Who is "you"?
It remains to be seen.
You may feel blue,
but better love's ne'er been.
A soft, gentle brush,
A touch to the lips
Your thoughts quietly hush
As toes curl to the tips.
A tear may fall now
But do recall this
Soon your heated brow
Will cool with a lover's kiss.
I do hope that you find what you are looking for.
Best of wishes,
Xel
Everything okay, hon?