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Taking a break from just... everything.
14 years ago
I... guess I'll explain myself before I just go off for a bit.
I love my.. I guess my ex, now, but either way, I just had to make the most difficult decision of my entire life... And basically give him his, back.
I'm so fucking awkward and fucked up inside. I'm logical and smart, but I don't trust anyone, and it's so hard to make friends because in the past I was just back stabbed and thrown away like a piece of crumpled paper. I find it so hard to talk to people because I've had such a long disconnect from people, and... Honestly I can understand why people don't talk to me. I just randomly stop talking for no reason and end up pushing away people I care about because I am afraid.
I'm so sad. I took advantage of my boyfriend.. he dropped all of his friends for me, stopped going out as much, bought me food and clothes when I needed it... And I can't do anything in return. I don't have a job, no car.. Nothing.
He's given up so much for me, and I hope he knows that I still love him and always will... I don't really have anywhere to go, but I'm... done inconveniencing him. He deserves so much for how much he's given up for me... I really hate myself.
So I'm.. taking a break. Just from... everything right now... I will be back. I will never forget my commissioners, and I will get your art done.. But for now, my heart is just broken and I can't do anything about it....
I love my.. I guess my ex, now, but either way, I just had to make the most difficult decision of my entire life... And basically give him his, back.
I'm so fucking awkward and fucked up inside. I'm logical and smart, but I don't trust anyone, and it's so hard to make friends because in the past I was just back stabbed and thrown away like a piece of crumpled paper. I find it so hard to talk to people because I've had such a long disconnect from people, and... Honestly I can understand why people don't talk to me. I just randomly stop talking for no reason and end up pushing away people I care about because I am afraid.
I'm so sad. I took advantage of my boyfriend.. he dropped all of his friends for me, stopped going out as much, bought me food and clothes when I needed it... And I can't do anything in return. I don't have a job, no car.. Nothing.
He's given up so much for me, and I hope he knows that I still love him and always will... I don't really have anywhere to go, but I'm... done inconveniencing him. He deserves so much for how much he's given up for me... I really hate myself.
So I'm.. taking a break. Just from... everything right now... I will be back. I will never forget my commissioners, and I will get your art done.. But for now, my heart is just broken and I can't do anything about it....
I won't, but I've been working on the detail sketches of your ref sheets <3 You've been really nice and really patient so I want to give back the same kindness <3
And as your friend, I'll always be there to support you no matter what.