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14 years ago
I've been questioning a lot of things recently... like... why am I still around and why do I keep trying so hard just to fail. Someone told me that the real problem is I'm not trying at all, but that doesn't make sense. I went out of my way to make new friends because my old ones seemed to have just decided I'm not worth their time... except for Skritch (thank you). Some local furs want to put together a meet for all the local Conway furries since apparently the meet in Little Rock doesn't want anyone else to come (which makes you a bunch of assholes, just saying). I got tarot readings from like, a hundred different people it felt like and they all told me that I need a new hobby and need to fall in love with someone. So yeah, lots of questions, not that any of you have answers. I'm sure I'll just get bitched at because someone will take this journal as an attack against them. All I have to say to them is... uh, fuck you =).
All jokes aside, though, maybe you just need to try something away from the fandom for a bit. I know it's an odd thing to suggest from one furry to another, but it might be worth trying. If you're lucky, you'll wind up meeting someone who is also a furry, but never outwardly showed it, like my partner and I.
Here's your explanation: you're not worth my time if you spend most of it insulting me and/or bragging about how much more awesome you/your other friends are than me. Heaven forbid someone get sick of your shit after...what, 8, 9 years?
I told myself I would not reply to any taunting/whining texts. I also told myself I would wait to see if you actually tried to ask what happened to me...how we were. Anything to show you gave a crap about anyone other than yourself and me as anything other than entertainment to keep you from being bored and lonely. I got neither.
So good luck and I wish you the best. If you're interested in being friends...well, I dunno. Because, until now, you've treated me pretty shittily and I just got tired of it.
Bye.