im fucking tired of my life, and everything i do. I just get tired of the same shit repeating itself every fucking time. And today, it finally got to me. I really wish my stepdad, hell I wouldnt even give that drunk bastard that fucking title, I wished something bad would happen to him, I cursed and screamed that one day, I will fuck him up royally. Put the fucker on a fucking streatcher, and have him eating from a fucking straw. Im just tire d of his fucking stupidity. I was kinda blaming my mom for even sending that mother fucker to get me from collage, but now, I just wish it would all come to an end. I feel as though my whole fucking life is a bunch of shit that will never get straigthened out normally, and only would be resolve by voilence and hatred. I feel as though there is no such thing as a good life, and there is no such thing as happyness. This shit will most likely never stop, and i will most likely kill him or myself as a result of this. I broke out cring today in my room, not for him, but from all the anger and pain in my heart. Nothing inside me is good, nothing is pleasent, and I damn sure will never recover from this. Im gonna just go on in life, feeled with nother but hatred towards others and void of any feelings. Never giving a shit about no one else, cept myself. could care less about humanity at this point. I just want this to end. I want it to all go away..............just wish something would happen...... Fuck this shit, fuck my sucky ass life. and fuck everything else. I dont wont to deal with it anymore.