So basically the last couple of weeks I have woken up with my first thought being " this is it im going to fucking quit!" But I still get my ass up and go to work like a good girl so I can pay bills. I have been working two jobs and it's kinda stretching me thin but if I don't work them both I can't pay bills or go to school this fall. My best friend keeps bring MFF up and I really wanna go but with anything going on MFF just isn't that high on my priority list right now. I know things aren't really that bad and it could be worse but Im just really tired and it kinda sucks how lonely living like this gets after awhile..I pretty much only talk to 2 maybe 3 people here and there through text. Luckily I am FINALLY getting to hang out with 2 of my best friends tomorrow Jared and Brits so maybe after that this kitty will be in a happier mood. And FINALLY I get to get on here! My laptop finally died and my step mom very rarely shares her computer for anything. I really don't think I've been on here for like a month...Oh noes!


Oh and p.s. kids don't hold two jobs and make yourself super tired just because you wanna prove your parents wrong and that you can do it... Darn it and my super kitty pride!