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14 years ago
Hello everyone; its been quite some time. There is an explanation.
Several months ago two people whom I trusted entirely and loved more fully that I every thought I could love betrayed me in the most monstrous fashion. Without warning, explanation or second chances I was shunned, pushed away and ignored. I felt as though a hole had been ripped through my chest; my entire life had revolved around these people. Their disgusting actions poisoned everything; everything I did, everything I saw - my every memory looped back to these individuals in some way or another. For the first few months I was rendered incapable of doing most things and it is only through medical help that I have been able to recover myself.
Things are better now; I've met new people and have even fallen in love again, but I am still tortured at nights my by memories those debased creatures. I'm sorry to all of the people who worried about me while I was gone, but I wish to thank them as well. The people I know well, the people I know less so, and even complete strangers who left messages and well wishes; thank you. I shall be gradually re-emerging into online activity and I have a few things to upload when I get them together. I hope we call all get along again.
What they did was despicable. I loved them unconditionally and in return they destroyed me. Its a wonder that I got over it at all. I can never forgive them.
Several months ago two people whom I trusted entirely and loved more fully that I every thought I could love betrayed me in the most monstrous fashion. Without warning, explanation or second chances I was shunned, pushed away and ignored. I felt as though a hole had been ripped through my chest; my entire life had revolved around these people. Their disgusting actions poisoned everything; everything I did, everything I saw - my every memory looped back to these individuals in some way or another. For the first few months I was rendered incapable of doing most things and it is only through medical help that I have been able to recover myself.
Things are better now; I've met new people and have even fallen in love again, but I am still tortured at nights my by memories those debased creatures. I'm sorry to all of the people who worried about me while I was gone, but I wish to thank them as well. The people I know well, the people I know less so, and even complete strangers who left messages and well wishes; thank you. I shall be gradually re-emerging into online activity and I have a few things to upload when I get them together. I hope we call all get along again.
What they did was despicable. I loved them unconditionally and in return they destroyed me. Its a wonder that I got over it at all. I can never forgive them.
<3
I'm just happy to hear from you!
Like I said, you stick it to 'em - show them how happy and confident you are now because you obviously look it ^__^
Ps. Come back to the UK soon, it's Roanree in the livingroom without ya ^_-
Will you be using the same MSN address or a differant one?
That and as I said on dA. I am very glad to see you were well, Ona up there was
Missed ya bud, hasn't been the same internet without you =3
*hugs*