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.: Who I Am :.
14 years ago
Cress, you're slacking again.
I know I know. I have a lot of things to get done, honestly. Lately, I've been stressed way over my ears, and that's standing on hind legs. I've got personal problems up the rear and they are starting to come out of my ears. Things got shaky with the boy and then suddenly my eyes are opened... Decisions that I hate to make and even be in the position to do...
I've also been baby sitting every day. That's why there are so many sketches and paper drawings, rather a nice tablet sketch.
Who's the new wolf, you ask?
This new wolf is a local fur I met via Pounced and have been getting close with. We plan to start ice skating once every week, I must say I'm very thrilled.
Yes, he is just a friend. So let's not get out of paw here. We all know the naked picture was doing yoga. Goodness, you pervy furs.
So, that's where Cress has been. Making choices that will either be better or worst, but only time will tell. All I know is that lately I've been forgiving and willing. I can only hope that someone out there sees this- and things will start to turn around in a way that will better suit my needs.
Everyone deserves a fair chance, and to this person I've given way more than expected and continue to give. Perhaps my deeds will one day go noticed. Even if they don't, I still know I did what was right. In the end that's all that matters is to know you did the right. Many times I've tried to get through, and think I finally got it. People are not just some toy, that if they don't work right you toss them away. We all love, bleed, cry and feel. I'm sure you have all seen the pain this has been bringing me through, yet I won't give up. That's what love is. That's where I stand apart from many others...
If anyone has any questions or you want a commission done of some sort- feel free to message me. I've got a small list going on right now and a few suit heads I'm working on along with a hat. My paws are a bit tied but I'm trying to multi task as much as I can. And please remember... I'm having some issues with my real life right now too and trying to set those right. I'm just very stressed a little on the down side lately. So be patient with me and things will get done.
Thank you guys so much~
I love all of you.
With love,
Cress Pawpad ~<3
And remember, Lilac is the new black~ <3
I know I know. I have a lot of things to get done, honestly. Lately, I've been stressed way over my ears, and that's standing on hind legs. I've got personal problems up the rear and they are starting to come out of my ears. Things got shaky with the boy and then suddenly my eyes are opened... Decisions that I hate to make and even be in the position to do...
I've also been baby sitting every day. That's why there are so many sketches and paper drawings, rather a nice tablet sketch.
Who's the new wolf, you ask?
This new wolf is a local fur I met via Pounced and have been getting close with. We plan to start ice skating once every week, I must say I'm very thrilled.
Yes, he is just a friend. So let's not get out of paw here. We all know the naked picture was doing yoga. Goodness, you pervy furs.
So, that's where Cress has been. Making choices that will either be better or worst, but only time will tell. All I know is that lately I've been forgiving and willing. I can only hope that someone out there sees this- and things will start to turn around in a way that will better suit my needs.
Everyone deserves a fair chance, and to this person I've given way more than expected and continue to give. Perhaps my deeds will one day go noticed. Even if they don't, I still know I did what was right. In the end that's all that matters is to know you did the right. Many times I've tried to get through, and think I finally got it. People are not just some toy, that if they don't work right you toss them away. We all love, bleed, cry and feel. I'm sure you have all seen the pain this has been bringing me through, yet I won't give up. That's what love is. That's where I stand apart from many others...
If anyone has any questions or you want a commission done of some sort- feel free to message me. I've got a small list going on right now and a few suit heads I'm working on along with a hat. My paws are a bit tied but I'm trying to multi task as much as I can. And please remember... I'm having some issues with my real life right now too and trying to set those right. I'm just very stressed a little on the down side lately. So be patient with me and things will get done.
Thank you guys so much~
I love all of you.
With love,
Cress Pawpad ~<3
And remember, Lilac is the new black~ <3
I love you, too, Cress.
Remember, it seems this year, of all years, people seem to be opening up, broadening their horizons and finally shedding light in the darkest areas of the basements. There are some things that, given time to grow, can become murderous and kill. I think everyone's finally had enough of that, and it seems most of the good people I've come to know are beginning to throw away anything and anyone that continues to try and stop them.
Even me, too.
And those that continue to listen to the voices, the ones that give in, and the people who are the actual burdens will soon realize that they cant make it. Not in this day and age, not anymore. x3
"We let the halters die
to keep our pulse alive..." -- Defend Atlantis, by the Flobots
The boy I'm struggling with and the new boy who has entered my life- The one has shown me how easy a relationship can be. Seeing him maybe twice a week and always doing something- even if it means just going out to lunch. I look at who I'm with and notice I might see him once every two weeks and everything is a struggle. Everything seems to upset him and I can't show much aggravation or he will run. If this boy has taught me anything- it's to be patient, I'll tell you that.
But even though this new light seems so much easier and healthier, I won't throw a life away. I talked to the boy I'm with last night for about two to three hours about things that should change for the better. I can only hope I got through to him. If not... I only have so much more to try to do. I'm not one to give up though... even though it means pain and perhaps suffering for the time being.
It's just hard to look at something fresh and new- and see it working so perfect. Then look at what you have now and just see this bumpy road that needs so much fixing. But isn't it best to take the road less traveled by...? And that would be the bumpy road. Perhaps it is a long road ahead, but doesn't he deserve a chance to redeem himself...?
I guess I'm just tired of the obstacles in the road I'm traveling. I've got that terrible habit of shunning people from my life after they've done too much. But, I guess people fix their roads in their own way, huh? This is how I make my traveling easier.
Well, the boy who's showing you a good time is obviously doing the right things. He's even giving you the encouragement to get the other man together. But, as you said, you are taking a road less traveled by, and that requires more work on your part. I just wanted to say that people who already have a hard time shouldn't make it harder. I'm just saying don't go too deep, I don't want you to hurt yourself.
I know you think he deserves a chance to redeem himself, but you'll remember that some people would rather eat off of others than take their own chance. After a while, some people are beyond repair.
I just want you to be really happy. <3